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Sometimes life feels.. Unreal Your dreams come true Your troubles vanish And there is absolutely Nothing To trouble your mind All is perfection At least until you get that nagging feeling Telling you something has to go wrong First you ignore it Embracing bliss But it comes back stronger Returning each time Carving a new doubt A new insecurity Until You're so worried Perfection vanishes Reality floods in Bliss fades Paranoia

Have you ever felt the need to sit there and cry? When you need to just break down and sob With no notion as to why Have you ever had an ache in your heart? Ripping at you, gnawing Just tearing you apart Have you ever cared for someone too much? Willing to give the world Your heart and such Have you ever loved? True and deep Feeling your heart soar Disregarding your own wishes That person in your eye Forevermore

Love is blind In every situation Full of powerful manipulative emotions Jealousy gets carried with it Desire becomes absurdly strong Rationality disappears Nothing really seems wrong Love is blind It drives peoples to crazy things Like shouting on the rooftops And letting their hearts sing and declare True love for another person Is very rare

Look at our world How did it get so corrupt? People fighting over women People fighting over land Man against man When did we lose our values? Discrimination reigns Against gender Against race Against beliefs This is something we shouldn't face When did we stop helping each other? People dying in Africa People suffering in the Middle East People starving in America with nothing to eat We're human-aren't we? We all have a heart that beats within us We all have ambition, dreams So true.. But then Why did the world stop caring? Why does money talk so much louder than passion? Why is one more respected as they gain posession

There's a system. Jock dates cheerleader. Geeks are in band. Nerds don't get dates. And emos aren't tan. Oh it doesn't stop there. When each group passes each other their only interaction is to Glare Disregard them, walking all over. For they are only a Waste Of Space Secretly We all know its stupid Ridiculous Frivolous Nothing makes you better than someone else Only different So why be so wrapped up in acting like it? In staying in our own little worlds Consumed with our own space Why don't we venture out? To see what else there is We're all human-with nothing major out of place Let's crack the system Instead of

If I could have anything I would have you Lying in your arms Our love would be true We would be happy Our fingers entertwined I would be yours And you would be mine All you ever wished would come through Fire in eyes would weld us together Sharing a moment It feels like forever Never would I leave Such a moment in bliss Never would I forget a passionate kiss Lingering on my lips So I never forget Your touch Smell The way my heart leapt You.. Me Shall it ever be? Or shall it remain a wish Kept deep inside Only meant for hope Of the love of a guy

Nothing goes right My words Incoherent Idiotic Lacking depth Wit Not clearly conveying good use of my brain My actions Rushed Hesitant Wrong Nervous I look like a mental patient My thoughts Blind Loving Clever But evade me at times You've turned me into an idiot With one look and a smile Please be patient This may take a while

Guys Confusing Annoying Difficult Aggravating Egotistical Morons Hating them Loving them It becomes a never ending cycle Kind Thoughtful Tender Loving Humorous Sweethearts Same gender Same view At the end of the day We need them More than we think we do

Life is a journey Scars, bruises, wounds Is the present left by experiance That travels with you Different degrees of pain chase after you Just to push you Toss you around To teach you About getting back up Disappointment Determination Ambition Even compassion Life is painful But life is good Pain is needed to see true joy Otherwise.. How would we know it when we feel it?

Voices blend around me Forming a continuous sound My only acknowledgement to the outside world Sitting there In body but not in mind Infatuated with my own thoughts Until The room gains a pulse My heart beats faster I look up Searching for the answer But there it saunters toward me Voices cease Everyone disappears My hands sweat Tongue feels thick, disobediant But still, I cannot look away The radiance is powerful Has a never slipping grip Filling me with hope Want Love My desire Hanging out of reach But there Turning a proud independent non-caring woman Into idiotic silly putty In seconds